Age 6

 I was 6 when it first happened. I was at my mums sisters house. I enjoyed spending time with my elder cousin. One cousin invited me up to his room to listen to some music. I had no reason not to trust him. He said there’s this think I like to do where I like to lie on you. I’m not going to say any more. 

Fast forward 12 years later I talked to my parents about what happened when I realised what he had done to me. He was 15 at the time. My parents told me not to say a thing. They stifled me for so long. 

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